Finding Beauty

I belive that I am a very fortunate person. Not because I have lots of money or have many friends who adores me. I am simply fortunate that I can find beauty in everyone and every places. Beleive me that I wasn’t bor that way. It’s more like that I had thought myself that way. When I see minature flowers comng out in snow fields, or a small butterflies whose life is extended only a day. A brand new sprouting leaves after the freezing nights, I wondered  how powerful and magical life really is! It doesn’t have to be prestine day to makes me wonder. Actually, I find stormy weather and violent lightenings all around me much more energizing  to my cores. Many days of unpredicting weather in Colorado mountainhikes that I have been pelted by hale storms, or beat up by heavy rains. The world looks entirely different in those times. It’s silly but I find beauties, in distorted it maybe.

I also wonder about people of all different races, colors, different economic backgrounds. I see beauty in everyone. Please don’t misunderstand that I may think everyone is good or bad. I just find that we are interesting and vulnerable creatures. We all have had some degree of trauma and injuries. And yet, some use their trauma to teach them a greater life lesson or help people who are experiencing similar pain. On the other hand, many blame the person who had inflicted the traumas and turn theirs and become a tree that propels poisons. Nevertheless, there is beauty all around us.

We all have big but heavy responsibilities because what we do daily affects everyone around us in small and large ways. That’s the butterfly effect, right? We are energetic beings. Our body is a container of energy. We eat food to get more energy. We exercise to promote better energy usage. When we eat irresponsibly, such as only eating fast foods or not moving body parts enough, our bodies become unbalanced and tend to break down. It’s straightforward, really. We don’t have to convert into a vegan or running marathons. To stay healthy, we want to move our body. Eating healthy and healthy foods promotes more energy. Over-processed food is like putting dirty oil in your car. It will clog your system. It’s all about maintaining energy levels in our system so that the body will cooperate with you.

We have mind, body, and spirit. Most people understand the mind and body parts, but some find the spirit aspect confusing. Spirit doesn’t mean singularity soul; it also means feelings, mindsets, unconscious self-talk, unconsciousness, and egoic self. Sprit aspects cover a wide variety of functions.

In one sense, Spirit aspects have more essential roles in our lives. An incredible example is the parasympathetic response vs. the sympathetic response. A single incident’s hormonal reactions can benefit our mind and body or poison us when our base instinct kicks in. We often get to choose one thing or the other. When we are reactive to other people’s actions, we automatically trigger sympathetic responses. Practicing mindfulness can change the reactive response into a parasympathetic—a feel-good hormone response. A simple illustration is: I’m walking on a street that’s not too busy. A person from the opposite direction looked down at his phone and hit me with his shoulder without apppology. I have an opportunity to get upset or become mindful. I have the choice to trigger a sympathetic response. What do I get for getting upset? Once the hormone is triggered, it will last a good long while. I don’t know what he was engrossed in his phone, possibly terrible news? I can choose to breathe deeply. And I can think about the joy of choosing another path. The parasympathetic response will be immediate, and I’ll feel good for the rest of my day. That’s the beauty of life! I can’t change other people, but I can change my response to everything in my life.

Thank you! You are beautiful for reading my blog!

Namaste!

Did you know that time is flexible in nature? Sure we have 60 seconds in a minute, 60 minutes in an hour, 30/31 days in a month, and accept in February. A year is 365 days or so on. we are so conditioned that most people think time is flat, unmoveable, and linear. But it’s not. Have you ever been expecting a specific event and can’t wait for it to start? Most of you experienced that. I’ll bet that you did, too. That’s when time seems to move so slowly. When you are rushing and feeling like you are running out of time, it moves at torpedo speeds. Your heartbeats become louder and faster, out of control, with stress hormones taking you over. That’s when time seems to go faster, and very soon, you ran out of time.

We all experience the opposing relationship with time like that! However, as I said, time is flexible. It’s all matter of how you are relating to time. If I needed to be at a specific time at a specific place, I don’t have the leeway of extra minutes to get there. it’s just fine. I’ll envision that I’ll get there at that specific time. The condition of using that technic is to trust and not to look at a watch or cell phone to keep taps of time. Instead, I rather trust I’ll get to the place, on time. When the occasion is important enough, I’ll use my energy to guarantee my arrival time by using mantras that I’ll get there on time. It never fails me. But you know what? It takes so much more energy to manipulate the flexibility of time. So I’d rather get to the place of expected earlier and not use efforts to challenge time.

We can use the same concepts in all things in life. When we are willing to open our minds and eyes, we can change many things in our lives. Keeping our eyes glued to tv news, watching all the negativities going on all over the world, instead, we can envision the outcome of the world that we want. Negative plus negatives won’t make them positive! We want to focus on our own wellbeings, minding our own businesses. It doesn’t matter what the governments are doing, the economists are saying. We’ve always had doom-sayers. Always had people criticizing other people, putting down one religion or another. Relied on other people to make us happy to go hunt new girls or boyfriends to fulfill the missing part in our hearts. MMOFB is what I say. Seriously, minding my own f…ing business is a full-time business. Honestly, it’s not as thrilling, or it won’t make gossip materials. It gets boring sometimes to look into my own reflections, but in the end, I feel better about myself, and I like my own company.

An older client once told me that I need to keep up with world news. That I needed to be better informed. I said that’s not true. I am informed, just not of the World’s most tragic stuff, every day. I am dealing with so many people who are suffering anxiety disorders. If I was keeping up with the world news every day, I may have to be on tranquilizers, too.

There are so many wonderful and exciting things going on in this world, if you are willing to look for them. New ways to treat cancers and other diseases, new technological developments, new ways to deal with old traumas, and on. There are tons of information about everything in all kinds of free sharing sites, of almost every possible curiosity, are happening since Covid started. I grant that not all of what you see or hear is correct or have good intentions, but that’s always been this way in this world. That brings opportunities to practice discernment. After all, it’s always about evolutions of humanity. Our great achievements are done with many challenges, not without.

So many things are happening in the world and our Universe right now. Of all things concerned, we must focus on how well we are doing. One of the rules of thumb is being grateful to be alive and having the freedom to change our minds whenever we want to. Whatever we decide, we can do something else when or where. We can feel sorry for ourselves or celebrate all our little and significant accomplishments.

I feel blessedly lucky that I get to live in the beautiful state of Colorado. To be in a mountain within 30 minutes of the drive is so cool! I’d been living in Denver metro for 30-plus years. I rather not live in the mountains, though. I tried a couple of times in my life and decided it wasn’t for me. However, seeing the hills near my place was the greatest pleasure I experienced over the three decades.

I find that the feeling of blessing is from the most minor things. Indeed, when something significant is beneficial t me, I get excited. But, in the meantime, I think how lucky I am to go up on the hills and let everything go back to balance in my life. Of course, you can tell me that I may be crazy, but visiting birds, squirrels, trees, and little plants gives me tremendous pleasure. Being simple and in touch with myself is an essential thing to me.

Spending time in nature helps me to see how insignificant I am if I am disengaged or dis-eased with myself. When I feel I belong and am one with the Universe and everything in it, I always feel just right. I get to monitor my thoughts and practice mindfulness so much easier. It is up to me to feel small, alone, and unsafe. Or I can change my mind and know that I Am part of the everyday miracle and am loved.

I can say that my utmost passion is helping people empowering themselves. My second passion is being in mountains and experiencing Oneness with all things!

(Part 2)

It has been a tough time for all of us. We have lost most of the Fairweather friends(seasonal friends) from our lives. In some ways, it’s a good thing not having to deal with those of high-maintenance friends. But on the other hand, it stripped into bear necessary people around us. That can be good but bring us feeling somewhat lonely. Most of us have been dealing with work situations and segregated to home life. Same time we have been dealing with all six retrograde planets, which have brought our shadow-self onto right under our noses. It has been intense! Congratulations to all of you who have survived the ordeals! I hope you are learning a few essential things about yourselves through the shadow self. The more I know about myself, the better I can become the person whom I respect and love.

Luckily, I have learned a thing or two over the past. One that’s most important to me is to ask myself a single question. “What am I learning?” or “What can I learn from this lesson?” Asking the question helps me immediately, from victim place to proactive mode. I believe that all challenges are opportunities to discover ourselves. When I find myself whatever stops me from moving forward and getting stuck, if I remember to ask the question, it helps me realign myself and get proper perspectives on all problematic situations. The second practice that works for me is trusting myself and trusting the Universe or the Source to back me up if I put myself in a hole that’s too big for me to climb back up. Third, finding ways to move my body in motion is another practice that enhances my thought patterns. The final one is meditation. By the way, these practices have no particular order. Because sometimes, meditation first, which helps me to remember to ask the question next.

There are so many who are predicting doom and economic downfall. In a way, they aren’t wrong in their opinions. Everything is changing. The way we are dealing with money will change, as well as social structures. Don’t you think that it has to change if it would support humanity into a higher form of civilization?

What we need is to change the way we think and do! We must let all fear-based thinking, start to open our hearts. The brain without hearts brought us to this mass we are in. We must integrate our mental aspects with matters of the heart. It doesn’t imply you walk around with flower signs. It means that we must acknowledge the intelligence of our hearts by working together with our brains. The hearts will show us what to do and how to reach the destiny of humanity. We are traumatized through and through from the moments of the birthing process. Not only that we carry all our ancestral traumas in our DNA, which keeps us stuck in the most primal aspect of our brain. It’s the brain that controls us in the fight or flight stages and has served us in surviving up until now. By now, we need to let go of relying on the primitive side of the brain and developing to our logical side of the brain. Allowing the frontal side of the brain to be developed, plus leaning more to our Gut-brain and Heart-brain, to teach us new ways of being. In other words, allow our body to teach us how to become beyond war-loving creatures of the primitive. Many people thought that our bodies aren’t smart. However, that has been proven misunderstood thinking. When I feel like I’m getting sick, I tell myself that “I am healthy”. Guess what I become healthy! My body is always listing to my thoughts and my self-talk. Is my body intelligent? Yes! It is. When I trust myself by listening to my guts it gets me out of situations that might be dangerous and keeps me safe. If I meet a stranger and my gut tightens up, I’d better walk away. If the gut warms up when I’m about to meet someone, it’ll be a good thing for me to make a time somehow.

Imagine if I call our civilization Universalians. What does it mean for you? Can you accept the concept? It means we’ll have to rise above the way we see ourselves, beyond Homosapiens. What if we become evolved enough that we can let go of narcissistic “I” to “we”? From exclusivity to inclusivity will require much more advanced thinking and doing.

If we listen to our guts to have a voice to help us eat the better choices of food that can also raise our vibrations and promote our body to operate into optimal health. By now, most of us who have good mental faculty know how to survive. But we’d need to do better than just surviving in this life if we want to make difference in moving forward as citizens of evolving beings. We are at the critical junction where we catch have to commit to higher goals and dreams beyond making money. Money is not going to save us! We are way past the stage of continuing the same habits and attitudes that burying our heads in the sand and expect other people will help us get there, where ever there might be.

We need to take our responsibilities and start envisioning the next world that will sustain the possibilities of human life. As is, by 2030, we won’t have enough oxygen for us to breathe to live. We must work together alone or as groups changing our way of being and our ways of doing. We need to start conversations and start working together to find ways to open hearts and let go of all fear and inhibitions of all the ways we can forgive and love ourselves. The more you open your heart more courageous you will become. Then you can be the cause of changing other people by showing them the safety of opening their hearts. This is the way of ascension. When we are open and our hearts are cleared from all our toxic fears we become so powerful and we can change the world.

So, my friends, let us start now, please! Let us envision the world where we become the citizen of the Universe. We’ll become the Universalian!

Thank you!

(Part 1)

Time of changes are here! Manifesting lessons for higher purposes! Which means lessons of inclusiveness, co-creations, collaboration, and authenticity, spirituality beyond conceptualizations, and practise of compassions.

With this brand new energies came into our space, we are able change the aspects of our lives with so much easy and release things just by simple intentions. To be able to make choices and change, which means that we can change the life into who you really want to be, if you aren’t already be on your path. In the case of you are on your path means you will have the tools that you can use to excel and moving faster to your goals in quantum speeds.

What is that I no longer need? What don’t I like about myself? What is that am I lacking in my life? What do I want? It all goes back to the one simple but most puzzling question of “Who Am I?

What sort of qualities will I have that I don’t yet acquired at this time? Whom do I want to be? What kind of life would I want to have? Am I a good person whom I satisfied to be? What would bring long term satisfactions in my life? Why did I choose to be in this particular life, now? What am I supposed to do or achieve this life time? Do I have a higher goal or being lead in direction to serve? How do I serve? Whom do I want to serve? Do I want to serve humanity? What capacity do I have? What skill do I need to learn to serve the purpose? Each question leads to another one, doesn’t it?

When you are able to answer, at least some of the questions, you are moving towards right direction. I’m positive on that. When you are able to visualize the outcome of what you want or having it, or doing it, the life itself will bring you in the direction. You’ll let go and trust the process. It is so simple to manifest into your authentic self.

Okay, we’ve gone through the “Law of Attraction” and have had some fun with it. Finally, we are the graduate from that school of thoughts and understand the disciplines. It worked, or at the least, we understood it. Some of you even made fortune with it. Those of you who haven’t been able to make a fortune using “Law of Attraction”, know that you didn’t fail because you’re lacking qualities. Don’t be so hard on yourself. It may have been that it was not your life path to become fortune hunter or that your path may lay some other directions. I realized, very early on my life that wealthy banker wasn’t my life path. I had to scraped through my financial aspect of life, and because of that I’ve learn many wisdoms, otherwise I wouldn’t have in my life. I am grateful for the experiences which has been a different kinds of wealth gained.

(To be continued with Part 2. I’ll be sharing some tools with you in Part 2.)

What is the 5th dimensional living? It’s a myth, fantasy, hope, and dreams of many. There’s even a vocal group named as 5th dimension since 1965.

majority of humanity was not aware that we have been living in 4th dimensional reality, since late 1950’s. So what’s the characteristics of 4th dimension? It is about opening our hearts. Through revolution against wars, holotropic breathing, as well as, psychedelic researches and sexual freedom enabled the door to our hearts wide open. It was all part in the evolution of humanity. By now, most of us are aware of our hearts and relating its issues. We are becoming to conscious of our heart pains and traumas of it. It’s taken 60 plus years to start understanding that most eddictions are related to escaping from our pain caused by traumas.

What is the 5th dimensional living? It’s a myth, fantasy, hope, and dreams of many. There’s even a vocal group named as 5th dimension since 1965.

Due to COVID and forced separation from social distancing

Due to the late(hopefully) COVID, humanity was forced to separate from each other in social distancing. But it, also gifted us time to reflect and stop from our madness of focus in physicality. It’s the secondary meaning of the 4th dimension is manifestation, the understanding of the Law of Attractions! We have become swefted by the physical manifestations that we lost our balance. We became “I” society! Usually when we grow older most of us lose “I” oriented thinking. But the last couple of decades, if you wanted to survive in job markets, people were forced to embrace narcissistic behaviors. So in a way the COVID was a gift to humanity, I believe. Otherwise, our existing society were fast approaching the end of life, as it were.

Now that we understand the Law of Attraction and aware of the results of traumas in our hearts, we must learn how to heal the hearts that are in pain. Also we must learn how to use the Law of Attraction to manifest bigger game, the 5ft dimension. It will not be provide to us freely. We must work together to know what it is that we really want that which we will manifest for the whole humanity. To do that we must work together as in global communities. In other word, we have to envision it together. We will give up egoic thinking and severe narcissism to support each other, encourage each other in collaborations into co-creation. During the process, we will adopt feminine principles and let go of reptilian brain behaviors. Willing to open to thoughtfulness and mindfulness living.

Often people ask me what it’d be like 5th dimensional living. My answer is, it’d be conscious living which opens to our higher gifts of ourselves and become the children of the Source. We have lots work cut out for us. The quickest way to get there is to getting to know ourselves, including learning how to forgive ourselves. When we forgive ourselves we no longer needing to forgive others.

So many people worry about the health of external ecology. I say that when you work on internal ecology the nature will reflect back to us. Besides, when you become a conscious person you will not be putting poisons into your body nor would you be putting poisons into your backyard!

Do you think we can start participating in actively getting to know yourself? I believe we can, as long as we are willing to stop minding other people of what they are doing or not doing! We are powerful beings, all of us. We can let go of insecurity of not enough! We have everything what would take to become who we are meant to be, the children of Mother and Father God. We can become balanced beings of masculinity and femininity.

So many people seems to have frozen in their fear states with this pandemic. None of us knows when will this COVID-19 will be over or what will happen after the pandemic is done. This is my belief that non stop watching news will only perpetuate the sufferings and it will exacerbate the fear more and more, as time goes by.

What can we do to make things better? Maybe learn something new, instead of watching news? Read inspirational book about something or someone who had accomplished something you can admire? Learn how to put model plain together? Start exploring all the state parks where you live? Start learn to meditate? Writing letters to people who lives in nursing homes? Do online tutoring to kids who have trouble reading? One can take free webinar classes for any topics, now-a-days. There are more people want to teach how to anyone interested in any subjects. I know. When we get scared for too long, we get depressed. Then the depression saps all the energy and make us very tired. We then just wanted be left alone. After some time of that we can lonely and even more depressed. What a dubious cycle that is!

The way I can get of the unending cycle of defeat is to start asking a different questions. If I get depressed, I ask myself, “What can you learn from this?” If I find myself doing self flagellation because I had made mistake or said something stupid, I ask myself, What are you learning from that?” If I’m bored, thank the God that doesn’t happen very often, I ask myself, “What do you want to do that’d be nurturing or fun?” If I’m angry or disappointed, I ask myself, “What is that about? What can you learn from it?” It always comes down is not to put responsibilities to other people and bring it back to me. Because, If I pointed blames to other people, I’ll be losing my power over them like handing the power over to them, bedsides I’ll be wasting lots time getting upset over things I have no control.

I feel that there are always opportunities learn things at any given time. When I’m walking in a mountains forest I try to listen and pay attention to how the body feels. There are times when I encountered a bear. I was by myself and easy to get scared but I thought of things that I can do, instead. I’d needed get the bear’s attention to me because we were on narrow trail and he(?) was coming towards me looking for berris. Did you know that bear’s eye sights not very good? I’m a light worker, and so I’d brought down broad column of light to infused me which it got the attention of the bear. Then I started walking backward slowly, head down but looking side to side to avoid seeming aggressive. It was an exhilarating experience. I can still see in mind how how the light was shining between the tree tops onto his black fur and how beautifully he had looked at me before he had turned around and left. There were no malice from either party. In face it was the mutual admiration moments for both of us, I dare say.

My point is that there are always time to learn something without exception. It takes lot less stress to learn something delightful and makes me feel good that I get to have new knowledges. It doesn’t matter how or why things are the way it is and won’t matter who did to whom. What’s important is that we keep moving forward. I like to occupied myself what is that I want or what kind of lemonade do I want to make from the lemon. To me, that’s the “Road with least resistance”. Future is not predictable but I can always visualize what sort of the future I’d like to have and putting my energy to the vision. What about you?

I can’t say that it was unexpected. Though, it has been painful to dealing with all the inconveniences, the results of COVID and it’s sudden effects it had brought to us was shocking. I feel sad for all those people who are suffering in state of frozenness.

What am I learning from this situation? What’s the lesson that I am supposed to learn? Is there a silver lining for me? What can I let go of so that I won’t hold fear in my heart space? Is there anything I can learn and adopt in my life to become a better person with this crisis? What ways that I can connect with people? How can I help those in need? These are all valid questions that will allow us to move forward in our lives.

One thing that seem to come in my mind, repeatedly, is to forgive. Forgive myself of feeling afraid of unknown future. Change is inevitable! Everything that we thought we have acquired, or we thought we know are becoming useless in this changes. Imagine, a whole new world is being born, now. Therefore, forgiving all the situations, and all the people who may have hurt us is good idea to do it now. Let us travel light with head up high instead of carrying all the burdens of the past. So, let forgiving starts now. It doesn’t matter one way or another, to carry stuff on our shoulders won’t accomplish anything. Let us learn how to transform ourselves into a being of lightness by using COVID, now. It’s an opportunity for bringing metamorphosis into our lives. Let us embody our spirit into ourselves, and emerge into Fifth dimensional beings, that we are becoming!

Namaste!